2.07am.
The lighted city

Downright.

I Don't Know What The Hell I Am Studying For.


fuck.,

Lord, i told you to help me not run away.

Ah. Sean Farris. lol, Valerie you have your Tom Kultz and all.

Besides Mike He, Finally. Sean Farris. Haha.

Do you ever feel like cursing hard when you see the digits rising and rising when you are seating in the cab during a big trffic jam and mother long red light.

I do.

Roar. Forget about the bucks. Its the fact that.. i tried shit to rush to the airport after church to meet at Changi Airport. Xiang Jie went New Zealand to studie._. Roar. And i didnt turn up at the last gathering as well. All i got to do was : race like some olympic around the Marde Big Changi Airport with three terminals-.- All i got to do was : run around with my loud 'clucking- slippers and getting stares because the airport is damn quiet. And all i got to do was: to talk to xiang jie on the phone. I mumbled ''pray everyday! And god bless.. and.....'' But i guess,. She didnt hear. Its not important what i say, but.. whats important is. I really wanted to see her. ''One last time''. Nice workout in Changi. Ran arond terminal two and overshot at terminal three. Darn.

Thanks Zhenyan, Alot. You answered what i asked for. This is the second time i see Zigen cry. And.. i really don't knw what to say. Lord, you replied me.

I wanted in my heart to hug Zhenyan and she came to do it straight away .( Man. I jjust just just received Zhenyan,*grins Msg! Coincidence or what! ) .

Eh.. aw. Roar. Then, i asked lord to show me l.ov.e. And straight away, the three of them as if of divine call , prayed for me. ! We were supposed to pray for one another. They were praying out loud in tongue.But, i mumbled. Then, suddenly they came closer to me. and prayed for me.me.

Their words.. They. They trust me! They believe in me. They prayed for me. Thanks,''sister! (:

My future, dreams and hopes are in your hands.

I believe in you cause you believe in me.

Mould my future. i am yours.


Never thought i post like this.

Change me ya baby.

Decided to go century square after an hour. Then, watched "Never back down.' Shrieked and screamed alot. heh. Love it . Esp Sean Farris. Immediately tried to rmbr his name once the credits came out.! Great show. Really. I wanna go kickboxing soon! real soon. Wished they didnt slang too much though. And the rest keep asking me why i laugh! I don't knowwwwwwwww. lol.

Show me what this life is about.

This is a call.

Who said she wanted to do her homwork today.

You only did one maths question during the advertisement of dou niu yao bu yao today Kristal.

back at 12.
Bed at 2.
Shag.

Lord, you catch me when i'm falling

''Dear girl, whatever will be will be will be.''. Papa said.

Dearest Diary:
First week of school is over, Booyeah. I feel a lil' tiny sense of accomplishment in me. ! *grins Completing homeworks and trying and trying. I hope i never cease to stop. Teacher's compliments, scoldings=wholepackage. Devoured a book it in a single gulp, read through the day.There came a part:

"'And what if it does'nt work out in the end?What if you try and end up falling?Why do it, then? '' ''Because we have to try,''
Ah, the reply sucks, but ya. You get what i mean.

This year, I suddenly love reading. Hoho. They bring me far far away,
I guess life is all about grasping the beat. Study, play & breathe life baby. Playing every moment to its fullest. Probably

I have been a veryvery happy girl this week! With the laughs, talks,incidences and games provoked .You people are the best damn things. Everything really seems to be falling into place. And i realized, : you know when you are really tired when you can yawn while bathing. Hehe. Fuck much?
Thogh the hapiness, i have to admit,Things are different. A whole lot? Sometimes i've been fighting hard yet sometimes when i stop to catch a breath, i start asking myself. WHY. Why do all these. And then, i start becoming ''intimidated; lol, kylie-.- And then, ya. Thinking brings me to ass places. ^^. Just that, yesterday. Suddenly i felt like i hold the weight of the world. Ah wong. Heh. Ku xiao bu de. Thanks............ You know you have been busy!._. You know it sucks. You know. you knowwwwwww.

Today was yet another fun day. Somethig diffrent. Unawared Changes are good. Ate noodles with Shija,Adrain and alll. They really make me laugh alot. And i like it! hehe. Its really nice to have guys around , you will.. feel protected, much. And taken well cared of. To the 6 of you. Thanks for being so honest-.-, shouting to me giving me my munchy doughnuts! ahahhaa. Funny.Telling me i should not walk at the alley and Jay offering to guard me with banana leaves.! Laughing your asses off when i told you'll i got spondge bob boxers from a long time ago, . Great time. ! .

What else.Sigh.
Today in class we had to do an experiment on science reflction. Each of us received a mirror.
ELGIN: I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! I know the first thing sure kristal look at herself in the mirror one-.-
Lol. Good lah. Say so loud somemore. Heheeee.

And sometimes I can't mention how I really feel inside because I tend to forget stuff the moment I start typing. Like I hv so many things to say, and so many different people to talk to, but then again I feel like if I were to tell that someone how I really feel, things might change because life isn't that simple and if I say something I meant but it sounds all wrong, everything might change between us. Because life goes on but feelings dont. Wait I'm not making sense. At all. )

I shall just stop here!
Haha. Bebe, Fafa,Tiatia,ShanShan,Heahea,Jingjing, and i cannot rmbrr aahh. Dig it.

Kriskris.
Xoxo.

You will never see me,
till you are part of my life.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Hey all. Life has been great. Its been passing me through.
And i will try not to backspace what i am typing here.
I don't want to have second thoughts. hhhhaah.



I really feel like going for the missionary trip, and i really don'd mind saving hundreds to go. :D

Irritating, i feel bored of my blogskin already. Don;t know last time who say will not change the blogskin anymore because she wants to assure herself spending a whole day looking at codes is not a waste of time.

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This holiday is like action-packed.So, i really enjoyed myself i guess.
They say happy times past by very quickly, holidays are over in a matter of time so.. i guess i'd been happy.? Ah, shit. I am not making sense.

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And, i want to reply tags. But everytime i see the many accumulated, i.. ya la! Don't feel like already. Btwaaaaay, the song is forever-fireflight. And i will reply tags. Soon, Patience.

So many things left undonee leeh.
ah, shutup.

Deep down the valley

Today

Huiting and I at sg flyer. Jacq and I . My wallpaper.

In the cinema. At b.k,ecp longlongtimeagowith xin.
Played alot of games, won Rats But i won
A bigbig teddy bear!(: hehe. Alghter abt
20bucks spent. but, nice tim

Sososomanypikcures.
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Where do i start.
Watched KunFu panda ytrday.
Funnnyy. hhee, Heard many kids laughing they were like ' hehehe!'
Make me even more want to 'Hahaae'.
Xiao dao.. hen shuang.
Watched withjacqbro,qixiang,jon.!(:


On the way home, we were talking about our horoscope, I am a lamb! I think.. hee. Then qixiang and jacq expressions were classic. HAHHAA. AND THIS YEAR CRISTMAS, I PINKYFINGERSWEAR THAT IT IS GOING TO BE FUN SHYT. whoa. Heh.

Haha. Theres No Special Ingredient.
--Fkplayrs.


Don't really know what to say. Shall just keep my mouth shut, YAA.
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Renee,Haha. .
Forgotten atcually.
But, Luckillly.Got you to remember Leeh.! (:

Makka trend for you to rmbr evry c-h-rished 15th. Great.
Happy gas/les Partner Day .^^

Slept at 4am. and Kraven. Did you sleep! Hahaha. Imagine you at wildwild wet really fall down the slide, i laugh. Track at 8 was tiring but fun i gueess. 3hrs+ of sleep sucks. The sun sucks too.
Darn Hottttt. Then went to valerie's house. Played neopets. Haha. Eat instant noodles.. withegg!
lol,valerie. Ainiorh HAHAHA. Then you go '' i know''.-.- Then bang back to zero. lol. Back home slept whole day. Roar. Homework. !



Hello. [s]bye[/s]



-----Then i see you standing there,wanting more from me.And all i could do is try.
xoxo.



I can't decipher reflections from reality.

Holler back.Getting closure.

To you. all.

I either feel like deleting my blog or changing to livejournal

I need to catch myself.

I like to depend.

depend=childish.

but i still like.

But i will stop.

i will. ^^.

I can.

Hello, Just me

Today, was fun!.
Went to sit singapore flyer with mommy's side cousins. Ben lai wanted to sit at night, and was really looking forward to see stars and all. Then changed to morning. Buut, Still great! :D Took maany photos. Spent my last few mins on flyer talking to b.t! hehe. EHH. one min up there 1buck. Talk to you, not cheap leeh. But, its great to hear your voice again. lol.
Went to watch The incredible hulk too. Nice! And a lil funny (: AHH. So nice to have someone big carry you and protect you. the feellinnnnnnnngg. And, the hulk. his eyes. are.. i strared straight into it. So much feelings.
'GRRAAAH'. He went.


I learnt that the hardest thing to say is not i loveyou.sorry.thankyou.need/wantyou.or what.
But,

Byebye.