yeayea,hre i am forced to blog.
becausee.
offff..
who else.
but the one & only
wanzhuo>.<

sianned. she said at least 200 words.
i ask her for discount.
she said, 199 words.

what can i say mann.

& my parents quarelled many times these few days.
i dnt like phillipine womannnn!):
nehneh. i aint' racist people.

but like what i told wanzhuo,
i shouldnt cre anymore.

okok.went out with wanzhuo,vena & gang'' ytd.
& we've got relations[:
thts cool;

found out many things.
you'vve been hiding so much hurs.
all the things you hide from me.
all the shit that you do.
well.I finally understand how the game was played.
how you played it.
& manupilate us.

okokk.enuough.
mre thn enough alright?
stop evryth.
cause' i wna forget.
& i dnt cre abt what you did anymore.
throw'em away.
trash'em.
i dnt cre.
its enough.
thts what i always think.
but. its hard.
hard.
i can forgive.
but i cant forget.
minor ones,i can.
but nott this yea?
not this.

&& i hope evrtyh's gna go back like before.
just like before.

i admire you fer tht courage dude[:

just a dream.
just aint real.
late fer reality.

--&waitingforyouislikewaitiingforraininthisdrought.
useless&disappointing.

blaa.

&i dnt knw how to be fine when i'm not.
-just so you know.

i guess out biggest enemy is oureslf.
settle down.
i'm gna go for it.
--studies
我要好好读书!
shhh.
-out.

&itsjusttoohardtowatchitallslowlyfadeaway..

if only.):
if only.
once upon a time.
fate.
always striking at the wrong time.
--regrets.
all i have.

whats with.
no regrets now,they only hurt?
bullshit; girl.

&whatelsecouldido?
forgetit.
i wonder if you're feeling e samee.


&look what you`ve done now.

Cause my heart was broken so many times till the extend tht i dont feel the pain no mre):

numbed`

llllaallas.
i'm updating fer the lady who cant sleep at 2'am[:
& updating fer me,who woke up at 3pm[;

mann,i fell on my ass.
i think i got a blueblack on my nose);
hahaa.
& my back hurs like shit.

& i atcually woke up at three today lars.
iidiot.
half a day gone like that;-.-

i btr buck up.
its not btr.
its got to/.
have to.
must.

lllaaalalas.
time to mug;[:

& i hope you're okayy girl;):

FUCK.
you did an unforgivable thing.
& i trusted you so much.
Dont do this to me, will you?
You know i aint that strong.
i bet you`re happy now that you`ve won..
i've seen through you girl.
so clearly.
& thre you go.
you just mercilessly cut my heart.
i knw you knw alright!
stop pretending.
& stop evryth you are doing.
cause' its enough.
really. its enough.

& guys are just jerks.
you think you very big is it?
acting cool.
being old.
its so hard for her to see you kay!
you dnt have to act,
it wont work.
cause' i wont buy that.