its been ages.
hello.--

& i guess, there are people worst off than me hurs.
what can i say?
i'm speechless.
victims.

yes,i'm going to city harvest church with my dear grace & shaoyun next sat.
i miss chapel.
i miss chapel.
i miss chapel.
i miss the time when i felt so peace.
serenity. fer eternity.
i wna get back that feeling i long lost.---
& get back...me?

time heals all wounds.
time changes oneself.
time is everything.
time is priceless.
time slips by quietly.
& before i knw it, year 2007 is coming to an end in 4 mths time.
just 4 short months.
thks wanzhuo fer reminding me.[:
this year is coming to an end.
with it-- all its miseries & hapiness.

Boo.thats fast.
& i watched 'secret' a.K.a 'bu neng shuo de mi mi' with cousins on 090807.
everybody cri-ed.
& i could hear the loud sound of people blowing theire nose.
*sniffs.
touching,romantic,everyth youu could think of.[:
& i give manymany stars.
********************** [:

&i watched the simpsons on o8o807[:
i give less stars.
******[:
hees. spider-pig.
atcually, i dnt like cartoon movies.
oh wells.

& esplanade was closed on 090807.
damnit. youu dnt knw how much i've been looking forward
to see thos stars.):
not much of the ndp parade atcually[:
its alright. still had fun with..water baloons;

yes, this week is full of common test.
damn. i'm a sinner now.
for blogging when i hadnt even started mugging for a single subject.
i was so detrermined & my hp wallpaper is
-- STUDY.
no help.
no help.
no help.
got stress.
got stress.
got stress.
only. .___.


oh wells. i'm happier now[:

-so much fer my happy ending?


wo ai ni.
ni ai wo ma?
<3.

my immortal

2007- the story of my life
suppresed by all my childish fears.

i've been playing guessing games.
i've been fighting hard. & now i'm tired
i've been through so darn much.
i've been taking advices like craps.
bullshit.
fuck life.

& no regrets now; they only hurtt.
what hurts the most was being so close.
i failed to cherish & treasure.
my fault.
big mistake.
everyth i took for granted.):
dumbass i am.

iloveyoualotstella;(:
so darn much,i fear of losing youu everytime.__.
lols; sounds homo. but hey,its true.

& happy b'day dear wanzhuo(:
你要永远快乐! & keep holding on ayess(:

oh;forget it & welcome to my life.

i'm over it.
moved on.
tmrs a new day.(:

Aries - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet. Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you. Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected. Your negative traits: You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements. Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later. You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had. Your ideal partner: A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics. Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months. Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased. Your dating style: Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving. Your seduction style: Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay. Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever. Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms. Tips for the future: Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast. Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion. Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes. Best color to attract mate: Red Best day for a date: Tuesday

What's Your Love Profile?

& I'M OVER IT*

loved

Woke up at 12+ today. *yawns.
hahs; had a really really really really enjoyable day ytd(:

went to the beach at eastcost. there were 9+3 of us i guess.& we

cycled,
played with the water & volleyball,
screamed,acted like lunatics,
got high & into loads of troubles.

hahs; funn xD thanks alot guys<3

Met juvena & jesslyn after that.
cause' they were in east coast too.
hahs; super qiao//
they came to find me cause' i couldnt find them.__.
lols;
too bad i cant get to see them dance in e arcade
cause i needed to fugging rush home.
my cousins were waiting for me to go orchard & catch e midnight movie(:

fine,we watched shrek 3. hahs;
there were 7 of us.
& i got 2 cuts.
one on my hand & the other on my feet.
arghh. & i dont even knw why.
i just felt the pain,looked at it & saw the blood.
eeks.
my feet were freakin' numb
& in the end,
i got jack & welle' to step on it;which they gladly did.__.
hahs; yes.i could feel my feet again.
we walked alot alot in the city.

I LOVE E NIGHTLIFE(:

nth's gna change my love for it. x)

<3cousins xD
<36lovers>
<3laopos/gong>
youu all made my day(:

things i nvr say..

& I GET SO DARN CONFUSED

areyoutrue?OR justsomefakerheretoruinmylife./

stranger;

Went to work as a waitress cum babysitter cum cleaner/:
hahs; wells, the kids didnt get tortured by me kaysx)
& it aint so bad cans stella;
The first thing she asked when i said i was working was
'what can you work as hur?' mann.
dnt xiao kan wo lehs. xD
hahs;

Woke up at 2 today.
& i watched 200 pds beauty last night on youtube.
cried;): sadded.
Wells,it just shows the power of love
& the strong need in every person to look good.
to have that beauty.
who doesnt?

&cousinsarelove(:

bitches,please fuck off.
you really aint wanted in this life of mine.
i heard misery loves company..
& it has came looking for me.
i heard that evil comes disguised
aint it tragic?

theres a stranger in my life/:

when you're gone.

AWWW.I MISS MY LAOGONG & LAOPOS(:
hmph.

june holi is here(:
lets party baby;

Man,blogger's all screwed up.
My life too, i guess.

Tomorrow's the last paper & friday's marking day(:
cant wait to get wild with my girlfriends yea?
they rock big time.

more & more problems.
sadded luhs.
today had been a damn emo day.
we cried but dried up our tears(
:walked in the rain again.
love walking in the rain,
cause no one will knw that i'm crying.

yesh.i shall not bther myself with sad stuffs anymore.
I've been backtracking,back to the past.
i miss those days so darn badly.
i miss valerie,valencia,amanda,zigen,terrence,derrick,demi,audi? etc.
man,those were the days of just pure fun & laughter.
Nothing could beat that.
those time spent with them were the happiest(:

why is it that when we were young,we can say 'sry' even though we aint wrong,
but now we cant?
guess pride got into the way.
things turned from white to black.
right to wrong.
things turned,warped & twisted.
they say life is a journey.
with twists and turns.
with every turn, you learn.
with every twist,you discover.

okies.i think i've been really good lately.
studied history till 2+
studiedd science till 1+
Studied lit till 1+
studied maths till 12+
studied geog till 11.

man,i've made such a sweet sacrifice.
results: obvious-er panda eyes.
conclusion: my results btr not disappoint.

curse those troubles.
curse those spammers.

Slight fever; & mid yrs is round the corners.
sadded luhs.

To weiru : HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

Wells,everyth is fine now(:

stayed up late last night,
thought of the days gone by.
no regrets now ; they only hurt.

cold world

this whole month, is full of unhapiness..
i cant stand hyprocrites & backstabbers..
i dont like them.No,i hate them.
Whats with those untrue tales & harsh comments?
right now,i am at a half-believe mode. i really hope i'm wrong abt you..

-i wiped my tears

man,i'm disugusted & sadd.
its just too tiresome to feel everyth.
maybe now,i shall just try to be ignorant abt evryth.

define eternity.
forever?
what makes us so sure its forevr?
dictionaries?
who wrote them anyway..

we experienced pain, jealousy and hate.
I see people ard me suffering.sometimes it gets so frustrating,becuase i could do nothing to help.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.

"The best and beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched,they must be felt with the heart.";Helen Keller

the world doesnt seem so bad after all..at least i knw,at the end of the day i still have god to turn to.

emo

I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay.
I dnt knw how to be fine when i'm not.
cause' i dnt knw how to make this feeling stop..

events

rainbow after storm//

yes,forget abt my dad's vulture eyes, my stupid results & start afreash yea?

THURSDAY 5/4

Cabbed to bugis with wz,juv,jess & renee.Played truth or dare there.
Man,it was fun.

i was dared to
-go singtel shop say to this nerdy guy 'HI I'M MIO!'
( he looked at me like i'm some kind of ailien larh!)

- shout ' RENEE IS VERY CUTE!' in the middle of bugis.
( i was standing alone lars & got some stupid stares)

then,we went to isetan,trying to think of some stupid dares to do there.
the security gaurd kept looking at us cans.

me: security guard keep looking leh..-.-
wz: we look like pai kia meh?
renee: *SHOUTS 'we are not here to steal larh! dnt wry.
security guard: *walks away sheepishly
everybody: *starts laughing

many many more larh but too lazy to elaborate(:


SATURDAY7/4

went for maths tuition reluctantly.
i think i yawned more than 8 times? haha.
Then, met wanzhuo & jiatong a.K.a katong at pp.
went to KFC 'do hw'.
helped jia tong do his french hw.
he help me do my maths.
& my dear laopo zilian-ed(:
haha. wanzhuo drew a pig on the 'TAXI' which means 'TEXTBOOK' in french.
damn funny lars.
I anyhow do for him. ticum ticum loh.
saw one word that seems like 'ASSHOLE' but it turned out to be 'SOFA'. HAHA.

after that, we cabbed to TM to watch movie. watched 'the reaping'. FYI,its NC16. I managed to go in without sneaking in lars! whhoo(:
i piinched him till' he got blueblack-.-


In the middle of the night, bev,welle, qi xiang come to my hse surprise me! SO SWEET LARS.
i was slping by then. They went in my room & started singing b'day song with cake((:
we watched 2 movies till 5+.Woke up at 9 the next morning for chinese tuition.
IT WAS MY BIRRTHDAYY.

i got a myuk bag,1 bracelet, 2 neckalces,3 cards,1 watch,1 wallet,2 cups & 23 happy b'day wishes*

awww. i was REALLY damn touched.<3

FRIDAY 20/4


went to 'black canyon' to eat with wanzhuo & weiru.

then later,kai leun,jia tong,lao da & another guy i dnt knw come to join us.

4 of them shared 1 umbrella & walked all the way here.Whereas we 3 cabbed there.-.-

haha,this is how she catch the attention of the waiter.

can you guess what these are?
WELLS...

THESE ARE PROOF OF ME STUDYING FOR MY GEOG & HISTORY TEST.Yet i failed so badly.><
i got a pathetic 3/25 for geog
&
6/25 for history.

I FOR GODSAKE STUDIED.

i didnt study my maths yet i got a 26/25.
man, this is so freaky.





wednesday18/4


baked heart shaped cookies for home econs.
next time show you all the pic(:
went to pp library with wanzhuo & juv.
well, i felt as though my presence was insignificant):
oh wells.


shall stop here,my mum's nagging again.

to wz: i knw you have been tolerating my temper these few days. sry..but thanks.love you(:

to juv:everything will be ok soon.dnt wry aye.gd luck for your lecture tonight(:

somuchformyhappyending..

deleted those posts(:

read someone's blog & i've decided to forgive.
forget? it will be hard.
unless, i get involved in a car accident, go into coma & get a brainwash.

bleah.whats with me cursing myself.

thanks huilin(:
you rock!wanzhuo's lucky to have a laopo like you.
hahaa. wanzhuo, dont bully her le lah!><
big bully!(:
if you two divorce, come find me k.
if not, i be your wai yu lah!
haha. on?
jkjk.
hope everything works out fine for you k.<3
you gta be that retarded, happy girl i knw again.

the tears i shed were subsituites of the blood i bled.©unkown


thanks to those who made me feel btr!

he's better now.at least better when he's sober.
dnt wry. wo hui 忍 dao di!


oh,who am i kidding..


haha. anyway,


LOVES

the ppl who tagged~ wanting, yiwen etc

the netball girls~ juv, jess, renee, xue tin etc.

and lastly

MY hot chicks~ wanzhuo & stella.


I LOVE YOU ALL GIRLFRIENDS.

谢谢你们！我爱你(:

pain

i dont have been told,to take the pain.

RELINK ME PLEASE. (dont be lazy like me ppl)
hahhaa.
got 3rd for netball(:
cool.
i shall link the rest next time..
kays.
i shall put music a few months later
pls give me time.
i cant freakin' stand my dad.
argh.



someone,save me,i just cant seem to break free.

had a wild time in the library.. really had a good laugh. thanks stella, i really needed it(:
you rock man.

fading with time..

geog

Went back to school today.. holidays always aint like holidays.):
it really sucks.

Seriously, i dont get why the schl wants us to learn digital design. waste of money & time larh.
After the 2 hrs of eye-strain & anger i suffered, it was finally FINALLY over.
whoo.

Today so suay larh.

-get scolded by schl cleaner
-skirt buckle come out
-thought i lost my hp, ran down but found out it was with hui min.
- etc. dont wna elaborate(:

After geog presentation, went to eat cup noodle with wz AKA the big eye pig & stella AKA stanely. The pig sure can eat(:

hahaa.


ps: No more spams and fakers please(:



where did you go?
i miss you so...

stella's hse

i think i've 'sprained' my index finger. ouchhh.

My grade for geog, i seriously dont wna think abt it.><

told myself before march 12 that i'm gna make use of this holiday to revise and blablabla. Its gna end now & i didnt even touch my books. arghh. i seriously SERIOUSLY can never NEVER do what i say. empty talk.

Gna end here,

Good night!

Sweet dreams

men are wretched things.

cousin outing

Updating for donald duck,alson(: (see, i so good,still call me dumb..)



Tag replies:

to claudia: relinked(: haha. me too<3

to ben: thanks for spamming & 'vandalising'!(:

to wanzhuo: haha.okok, i go see later

to sally,wanting,valencia: thanks for tagging! tagg moreeee!

to yuncui: nonono. not true

to merlilyn: linked(:

to alson: stop making me jealous larhh!!
i atcually wanted to take volleyball as my cca one..
but tk dont have... So SHUTUP!//(:


5 of us went out on sat to celebrate jacq's birthday.
we were eating lunch at PARIS PARIS-2 words: so ex!
we were sharing every single dish.
we even shared the small,circular-shape bowl of soup which i guess, is about the size of your palm. 3 spoons per person? yes,i know,pathetic.

hang out till 12+ at orchard.Entered coffee bean when we couldnt find starbucks ,which was just a few metres away.-.-

saw many '不自量力' the ppl. excuse me if i use the idom wrongly(:Older woman with family pac were wearing tubes. Teens with spare tyres were wearing damn reavealing clothes. big shocker there.



my mind's gna explode. not now maybe. but soon.

camp pics

THE BOYS ARE WORKING. THE GIRLS ARE SLACKING.(: see wanzhuo's out-of-date phone?
Now, she got the latest one & plays the irritating' ju hua tai' EVERYDAY-.-

REST IN PEACE><

My fair ladies(:

sylo-mylo(is that how its spelled?)(:

<33>

i always thought wanzhuo's hairband was a necklace-.-

i know, i know. LAGGY ME.

thats all.

the end.

BLOGGING FOR ORCHARD ROAD GER((:

ytd went for netball training. its tough. its torture? & i think i'm not even half way through. Oh Wells. i've choosen it. So i gotta stick with it. I've got real nice seniors though(: so,thats a plus!

Slacked with wanzhuo after schl. Ate cupnoodle, her fav. food. Cut down on it kaes? Later you really really need to go beijing 101.-.-

Found out edmund chen's son is in our schl? wow. surprise, surprise . He's really friendly larh(:

I think i got very very obvious panda eyes le larh. 0o

Sunday: slept at 11+
monday: slept at 12+
tuesday slept at 3+):
wednesday slept at 12+
thursday slept at 10+ (:

Started on cooking, two words: i suck
i was damn blurr cans. Threw it away anyway. i mean, i dont really think its edible.><

okays. i shall stop here although i still have tons and tons of things to say.

OH YA. I ADDED MY TAGBOARD LE. GO TAG HOR!


I'M REALLY LOST.
pls, just wait.

camp

Heyy.

just come back from camp. so tired cans.These 3 days keep raining larh.

get caught in the rain dont know how many ziliion times. ROAR

Didnt get to do "ab-sailing" cause of the chicken joshua. That bloody guy,spoilt everything larhh. He keeps using the word fuck,for no reason at all & he talks to himself. ROARR .wth,i hope wei lao shi will change my place. i dont wna sit with this guy. haha.'He's sure the woman'.

Many many things happened, but dont wna elaborate. overall, it was quite fun lars.

Everyone was snatching for the toilet larh. But i got in 1sst. cool right! wahaha. Then when i come out, so many look-impatient-&-bu nai fan-the girls outside quieing up. so scary. i only bath for like,8 mins. i think. cause' wanzhuo,stella & jie pin were rushing me larh.& i brought everything, but didnt bring my towel-.-. ROARRR.In the end,stella had to lend me. so she dried herself up with a wet towel. thanks! wei qu ni le.><


2nd day, being a pigg. i dint bath. tell you all sth: i haven bath yet. wahahaha. i stink. i smell. i feel sticky. guess, you must be grossed out huh?


i did rockclimbing(untill the 6th square) cause my 'safety string' got stuck on one stone or sth. so i let go & i was swinging in the air larhh.SO FUN cans.felt like tarzan?


climbed over the high wall, got 3 freakin' bruises on my hand. oucch.


did tthe balancing rope thingy. i was the 1st one larh. i had to climb up the pole and walk on the string a few metres above the ground. the string was shaking larh. When i finally FINALLY reach there, the insturctor came back and said' oh ya, i forgot to tell you sth, you must take only 10 secs to walk to the other end or else you have to walk backwards' -.- i had to walk again. i was damn scared larh,almost fall. But made it in 10 secs. woots!


had to walk in the forest at night. so scary larh. whatsmore, the instuctors were at everywhere stop, never failing to scare me again and again. Wanzhuo and me freakin' screamed at every stop larh. My shoes became damn muddy too. But really enjoyed it larh.


to someone: dont hurt yourself le'
to wanzhuo the big-eyes-pigg: dont tell anyone abt what happend at night horrr!! RREMEMBERRR
to stella(although i know you wont read this): You're the man!

wahaha. thats all. (:

Dont know why,but i can totally relate to this song(:
by: jesse mcartney

shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
can't look away I shouldn't love you
but I want to I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when
I'm not' Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

lazy to type,

so the pictures shall do the talking(:


PSS2 & bev,yiwen's birthday photos

me with the birthday girl(:

results on who's leading so far.

top 24 girls performing.

Singing his last song):

Valerie say i support both cause i'm wearing purple

But hey, i only support darren! haha(:

Daren's fan in blue;diya's fan in red.

THATS ALL FOR NOW FOLKS!(:

hates

ARGH. pissed off. I hope everything will fall

into place soon..




thanks jie pin,hui min & stella.<3

under construction

HEY GUYS!

so sorry. my blog's currrently under construction. There's no tagboard and music yet. It might take couple of weeks. Depends on my mood .(:

run

Had pe today. Did 20 push-ups. my hand was shaking nonstop while doing cans. Then ran 4 rounds around the school. Soo long never run, stamina become extremely badd. After i run, it was my legs turn to start shaking. Dont ask me why, cause' i have no idea. Now, even as i'm typing, my hands hurt. Yes, wo mei chu xi. haha.

end of my post. so buzz off!

(:

bad.

-a series of unfortunate events-

monday- took wrong bus. supposed to go geylang, go untill beach road/bugis there. in the end,took taxi home.):

wednesday- stupid chairman. keep making fun of me cause of 'sth that should not be told' aiya,secret. later you all laugh like crystal like that. ..i so suay cans.)):

friday- vomitted 11 times. all in one day..feel so darn horrible. went to see doctor at night. almost needed a jab.))):

new begginning

the start of sth new.

sec 1 orientation is over. enjoyed it even thought it wasnt THAT fun. love the counsillors. I almost cried on the 1st day of school. reason?

GUESS!

dum dee dee dum.

cause i waited darn long for bus 40 to come but it did not appear untill like 25 mins later!

heh heh. I'm blurr sotong ok.

2nd day took part in amazing race. quite fun larh. my form teacher is half of mrs lim CN and half of mrs seto. unlucky aye?

reason?

GUESS!

lalalalalala

she's famous for her bad taste of clothes and fussiness.
1st day of school she 'scolded' me just because of a few strands of hair.
mrs lim CN didnt even say a bloody thing. fuckit.

was 6love-sick during these 3 days especially the 1st. damnit.

failed choir audition! 3 cheers for me! abigail passed. but she wna join netball. LIKE ME!
So i'm just hoping i can get in now...praying real hard.

kinda sleepy now.yes,i know its early. but i cant help it since i have to wake up so early in the morining for the past 3 days! lol

so,goodnight & sweet dreams!

her tears frozed at 10.41pm

merry christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Went my uncle's house ytd.justin bit jacq's shoulder! haha. Played dai di with my uncle,dad & cousin.We agreed that whoever won 5 rounds first wins. We had 2 matches. The others watched my younger couinsins play pokemon.

the score for 1st & 2nd round respectively-
-uncle: won5 , won3
-dad: won 3, won 2
-cousin: --, won 4
-me: won 1, won 5

hahaha! i lost the 1st round & won the 2nd round. kinda unexpected aye. My uncle and dad plays frequently with their friends.(:

stayed till midnight with my cousins for the countdown BUT we missed it..so we countdowned' ourselves at 12.01. heh heh/

Opened my present today cause i really really can't wait for boxing day,which is tomorrow. tomorrow's also my mum birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!

Thanks for the presents cousins! especially the bag given to me by heng and xin. love it! Now i can use it for my 3 days of orientation cause i dont have any suitable bag.

her tears frozed at 3.49

posting

woke up at 7.30. supposed to reach school at 8. rush like siao lars. reach there still need to wait half and hour. I never even eat breakfast lars. Hm. saw many ppl taller than mee. yea! haha. damn. prefects have to wear black shoes. weirdly unusual. heard from chienling and shawn this :

faith 1-1 --jovian,alson,ming li,qiu qin,germin,regina,li jun,yong liang&chienling
faith 1-2--aaron chua,jeslyn,chua youliang,jun an & shawn

damn good lars! can be together again. Yes, i agree with crystal. without the jokers of 6love life would be boring. :(

Bought all the books and everything. Kinda ok. BUT the discplline master darn fierce cans. Worst than mrs lim. ARGH!

Gna alter my skirt to my knee length. Dont want it to be so long cause i'm gna look like a nerd like that. I hope the school doesnt find out. cause they say no altering allowed. so, SHH!

her tears frozed at 2.49pm

into tkss

I'm back! Arn i lucky or what?
Got in to tkss with a 237.
Jovian got into to gmss cause he has a 236.
Just 1 mark could make such a big diff.
If you are reading this,
tag and tell me which school you went to k?
toodles!

her tears frozed at 6.35pm

movie

watched 'house of the flying daggers' last night. Damn nice lars. haha. here's the lyrics of the song after translation :

-A rare beauty in the North...
She's the finest lady on earth
A glance from her, the city falls
A second glance,
leaves the whole nation in ruins
There is no city or nation that has been
More cherished than a beauty like this

went out with crystal,chienling,claudia,wanting,jiawei,alson and jovian. Hmm. Alson not feeling well and vomitted twice.Once on the floor another in the dustbin .Watch 'open season' with them and made claudia and alson seat together.haha!Quite funny lars.
Went lan slack and watch them play audition.I got pay money but dont know what to do, so go and return back the mouse pad 3mins after payment including the time i queued up. i queued up twice!Cause first time i forget to take the card. Then after that they ask me pay 30cent and returned me my ezlink card.But at first they return me crystal's e-zlink card.
i was like ' Huh? this is not my card.' and they were like ' Not meh?! is you lah!'.dots. In the end,i have to find it myself.Crystal let me try audition,i suck at it.Everone got 64,000+ i only got 6000+. hhaha! tell me about it.Later,went arcade play. It was fun. =)
On the way home, the mrt made lots of scary sounds. It even stopped for awhile on the way to aljuinied mrt station. scary aye? Jia wei said many bu ji li de hua lor and after that he will say 'touch wood!'.haha! Had a great time. =)

want to find out more about our day you can go wanting's or crystal's blog.toodles!

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rain/drama

Woke up at 1 today. Played badmintion in the drizzle ytd wif my hao pen you's.The rain become heavier somemore got wind so must stop. put our things in the shelter then run out and play.fun lars. Splash water at each other. Then played catching. Haha.Valerie's pants became very wet because she slide down the super wet slide. Hmm. somemore from rgs leh. i thought she wil guai guai stand there let me catch. Oh wells. =)

Continued watching my korea drama. Cried so much. Used so much tissues. haha. I was so freakin' sad & so greatly touched.

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wedding

=From this moment on.

Went to my distant cousin's wedding on behalf of my dad. He just came back from changmai. My leg was shaky not because of the super low temperature but because i was nervous.

The groom made a speech after we made a toast. it goes something like this ' There are four rings in life. They are the 'proposal-ring', 'wedding-ring' , 'suffer-ring' and 'shar-ring'. I would like to share your sweet times and bitter times with you. later,he said quickly and cheekily ' the HDB loan and credit card loan too.'

Another one was ' my friend asked me this. If your mum and your wife fell into the water who would you save?' I would save my mum as she gave me life so i should use my life in exchange for hers. But dont worrry my wife, for in the church i have pledged that i would be by your side always and always. So don't worry about feeling lonely.'

note: his wife does not know how to swim.

There was another on a slide show that showed all the photos they took in different countries and later words came out it said,'Finally the little prince told his princess' i would like to bring you to another place' and the princess laughed and asked 'where? Is it the high mountains or the red dessert?' the prince ansered' to my heart'.

It was a sweet night. For one moment, i wanted to get married. haha. I also found out i have 19 more cousins. Hmm. Some are funny ,some are cool and one of them look a liltle like 'rain'. haha.

note: It's not totally the same. i changed some.

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dramaaa

currently watching another korea drama. its called 'sad love story'. hmm. stupid name but great script. cried many times.highly recommended!

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granma birthday.

Posting for the sake of crystal and wanting.=)Celebrated my grandma birthday yesteday. We ate steamboat. My cousin's bowl fell into the soup!haha.After which, went to my uncle's house eat my cousin's handmake cake. today's post is short.dont feel like posting le.. oh ya. i went shopping with my friends the day before at bugis. IHATESHOPPING. super boring and tiring.

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badminton

played badminton today. Marcus booked two courts. crystal kept rushing me. Sorry! but i was busy finding a 'not smelly' waterbottle but to no avail.I brisk walked there and when she was in front of me i didnt even notice untill she started smiling. At first i was thinking' do i know her??'. My whole body is aching. Yup,because i did not warm up,started playing quite vigourously AND practically ran the whole journey and was allowed to brisk walk across the overhead bridge when crystal was FINALLY too tired. i was chasing after her the whole journey lars.I was like 'slow down larh!' in my heart and she went faster instead.argh! Did'nt know it was so far. By the time we reached there, we were sweating like siao and we havent even started playing! Grrr.Paired up with crystal for the doubles and played against the lims. It was between the 'tired krystals' and the 'dark lims'. muahaha. WE WON! Next,played with marcus one on one. He seriously dont know the rules! I WON! yay. he made me run like a mad woman though. Maybe thats why my body aches SO much. Paired up with shunfeng against marcus.MUAhaha! sudden death! WE WON! But second round not so lucky le. WE LOST! Wells,the whole day was fun though. But not so fun when i had to carry the tired,aching me back home.Oh wells,i still enjoyed myself.=)

ps: crystal,you serve real funny at the beginning.


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loves

feeling better. thanks to ppl who make me feel better when i'm in low spirits.<3!

-the weather's really nice! hehe. i got influenced by ben! oops.

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jealoused

jealoused.jealoused.jealoused.

seems lyk no mtr how hard i try,i'll nvr be good enough..
ihateme!

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drama

currently watching 'it started with a kiss'. reccomended!

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panda eyes

I HAVE PANDA EYES. Argh!

1am-watching youtube
1.30am-slept
9am.-woke up with a shock by crystal
supposed to go visit schools.
1.30-raining heavily,came back
4.00-played with my couisns
5.15-they went home
6.30-finished watching tv.

BIG NEWS!
i've decided to go tkss.

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psle marks

DOOMSDAY.

my results-
english-A*
chinese-A
maths-B
science-B
HMT-distinction
total = 237

lousy right? but also cannot do anything. haha. i did not wanna cry at first but because of my dad's smses it made me feel so guilty. It reads' dont worry kristal,you already did your best and nobody blames you. compared to the others you are much better.You are already good. etc' .I was a little diasspointed a first but was not thinking about crying. But when i read those sms,i just broke down. =( The things is,i have 2Bs' yet i can get a 23+ my friends have no B's yet they scored a 22+. Well,now i'm just contented. =) Germin scored a 229 and she jumped for joy and even cried. Well,then i should be over the moon. Can't get into cedars.. Melanie,sorry. Maybe tkgs or tkss. Well, tkgs is much more convienient for me. But tkss is a better school. It won the school distinction award. i have done my research k.^^ whats more,tkss is newer and has many facillities. I'm just afraid i wont be able to stay as focus. headache! how leh. SOS. But now, 65%-tkss 35%-tkgs. SO FAR. =) after reading this post,please give me your opinion.I'm really lost lars.

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sally & grace -i hope you can go tkss too.
crystal-fat hope..=(

oh ya,for my thank you msg, i've left out sally. i hope you dont feel offended or anyth. SORRY.

sally- thanks for being a good freind and accompanying me through thick and thin. I really cherished the moments when we encouraged each other to do our best for the track and field competitions. You've really helped me alot. I enjoyed our high jump practices too. Thats also when we had bruises but it was all worthwhile isnt it? Thats also when we met mel and shan. thank you so much for all the encouragements and fun you gave me. You are a good friend.Now,i just hope we can get to the same school and even the same class.=)

last day

Graduation day.. ;(

sad.hurt.cried. Gonna miss everyone badly especially 6 love. thanks so much for the wonderful memories you've gave me. I will always remember them now and forever.

Thank you msgs. :) its a little mushy but its my heartfelt words.

Crystal: thanks for being there for me whenever i need you. Weather it is during bad times or good. You're always there smiling ,influencing me to smile with you. Thanks for being my 'encourager' and someone i know i can count on to pour out my woes to.

Grace/alson/fankai: thanks for adding spice to my life. You've made this year especially enjoyable and fun.You made me look forward to coming to school because i know with the three of you,the dull and boring day could be filled with so much fun and laughter.

Samantha and regina : thanks for racking your brains to teach me sums i dont know during maths lesson. samantha thanks for the encouragements you've gave me during 2005. You may consider being a consultant. You're really good at it.

Chienling: Thanks for assuring me in things i have doubt in and teaching me to be contented with what i have. =)

wanting: cheer up k! Be that lively girl again.

I'm blessed to have friends like you.

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test

K-A big tease- er..ok
R-likes to flirt- maybe alson :)
I-is always there for her friends- yes! If you were there when i need you.
S-easy to fall in love with- thats me. :))
T-crazy/hyper- only when i'm happy
A-addicted to chocs- i prefer white ones
L-loved by everyone- ^^

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photos

me-good photographer. =) click on photos to enlarge.
6 love rocks! :)
human spiders.
finger- alson's
crystal,kristal and grace- besties!
Alson and Fan kai -gays. oops! jokingjokin..
kele and sally -bossom friends

I'll remember all of you! :)

missing you

My ambition : A baby~
<because thats when i was innocent and pure>

today,during chapel,i was touched by what mr wong said. He said he will always remember the time we shared. Well,i just want to tell him i will too.
I cried. I was really touched. I was grateful. He told us to say our last words.anything.To thank anyone we want to thank for the last time.the response was bad.I could see from his look he was dissapointed and devastated. At that point of time, i wanted to say so badly to him 'thank you Mr wong for giving 2di,2002 a wonderful year that we will cherish now and forever.' But,i did not have the courage to.Oh wells..

hmm. Today i've received another trophy. This time for soccer. Another new addition to the family. I have a proud collection of 11 trophies now. =)

I'm your worst kid.I'm sorry.


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argh!

Hey,i'm only twelve stop expecting so much from me..


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