我真的真的真的需要勇气哦！
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& dearr xin xin, jacq,cheeer upp[:
i'm heere.`

ayye people.
i'm back[:

eoys is over.
e year is coming to an end.
everyth that happened, will be e past alrdy.
so blardy fast,
i meann..
just like that?
boohooh.

mann.
whats with me.
i dnt knww.
no idea.
and sometimes,
life's so contradicting.

i can feel so high, like i'm flying.
yet my butt is sticked on the chair.
i can feel so happy,
yet atcually i am just an emo piece of shit.
i can feel so good,
yet so darn sucky at times.
mann, to feel all these diff. & totally opp. feelings at once.
just so..
weird.
freaky.
funny.
ironic.
whateeeveerrr;/

things are better now[:
at least,

--pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer.

i dnt knw what i have been doing.
all these timee.
all these time i lived.
feels so fking wasted.
mann, and i can get so sentimental at times[:

oh weeelleys'
-aaaalwaaays livee on the bright side of lifeee[:

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kkaaaay. heres' your part of the post juvenaa.
sekali you nvr read-.-
thn ask me write,
as good as never.,
oh weeeleeys[;
as promised.

onee finee day girrl.
we're gna see the stars
& do evryth we said to do.
& be what we said we wna be.
--tai taais?[:
haaah.
sweet fat dream;
so, no mtr whaaat.
dnt give up & smileee always[:

--justlikebefore.

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peaceout-.
xoxo,
kristal;

the walls just disappear.
nth to surround me,
keep me from my fears.
i'm unprotected.
never felt like this before..
--no promises.