Shattered on the ground.
Go trampling down.
Three miles DOWN.
Fee Fa foe.


Whatever. Oke. Now, my energy is rly drai.n.ed. No dejavus plz. Its happening all over again. ! Happy. -----sad. Happpyyy--- sad. This cycle sucks balls. Why on earth cant it be happy-happy-veryhappy-extremely happy-happy. veryhappy etc. !

School life is... fun. But boring. Cause' we always do the same thing all over again. I dont like.
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Skipped after school care today. And went to watch netball match against tkg. Won!(:
Cried today. Cause' __________ & I rly worked hard for studies. But efforts dont seem to pay off. i Dont fking see the results. I feel like its all useless. I feel like its all going down the drain.the fruits i wait for after labour aint riping. Results are still u.g.eel.ly.
They say perfect practice makes perfect. Crapz. They say ' wait, and you will see. But,. I'm afraid before i could even see, i give up! I need motivation. I need motivation. I need the rock. the push. Sb to show me the way.Zz.

i'mhappy. Cause' many said they would be there.
But to find out. They werent rlyrly. there.
I dont know.

--A nongnongtimeago.--

____________________________________X.kristal
Diary closed.


Here comes wasted head-spaceParanoiaAnger, misplaced feelingsLeave me nowhereAll the timeI'm so sick of people's expectationsLeaves me tired all the time,Daddy where's the sun gone from the skyWhat did we do wrong, why did it dieAnd if you've got no love for me then I'll say goodbye.