当我们同在一起[：- Hui Ying-会赢!
Sharol who opens the leg of barbie dolls[:

ADRAILLAAAALALA.
Oke, i fogot his name.
Nicknamed: naughty. xoxo~

youmakemegolala, in the kitchen on the floor.@。

一眼一瞬间，

HAPPYCHINESENEWYEARLAPEOPLE. [:



Mumm.
& me.



Our hard worrk[: heh. 1st prize! Freakin` paid off man.[:

Me,Abi & Nikki. 3rd Prize too[: hee.

Me & abi. [:
HOHOHO. Me,Grace and shaoyun.[:

6/2-

Cny celebration in school.Had face painting. fun[: Nikki you stop yawning. you. hah. Abi, you brave la.[: Me, Grace & shaoyun.-- with Marcus,Germin,Wanting,Chienling &Jiawei ;
Went back to gmps.Stayed for awhile and got chased out by the security guard. ALson Ang, you veeerrri busy hor. Grr.,Then, went to macs eat eat eat and waited for marcus.Cabbed to kallang leisure to iceskate.But we went bowling &arcade instead, Played basketball for freee. heh. cause' the machine spoil. :D and watched kongfu dunk[:Darn nice. Five stars for kongfu dunk. heh.I dropped one tear. But the whole movie was overall super funny.ANDDD i think i beat-ed my bowling record alreadddy! heh.I didnt fail bowling no more.Then mum fetched evrybody to alj. mrt station.[:
Went to Xin & Heng house for renuion dinner! So nuzzy the feeling. Love steamboats man.
though i always eat not full one. /: OH YAH. & we played banluck too. I lost 11bucks. Rah.
Then ASS told me not to play anymore. later pocket burn HOLE. BUTTT, In the end counting yesterday's I ALLTOGETHER WINN 20bucks plus! I recoupped my losses and won too. ~! :D wa.
feel quite accomplised eh :D AND I STARTED WINNING WHEN BATHTUB SMS ME !AW. YOU LUCKY star*. AHAHAHA. BATHTUBB![: I NOT ASSHOLE CAN. IF I ASSHOLE I WOULDNT SMILE LIKE FUCK WHEN I READ YOUR SMS-.- !! heeh.


7/2
Went to laogu house,eateateat.Evrybody was there la.Then ahmah's house. Learnt to play bridge, playplayplay. Yeaah. Me & huiting won. Aha. The guys was freakin` busy xboxing. -.-Then went back to our house. Evrybody was there alreaddy.[: Then me and xin spent whole day screaming like dont know what when we played duballon disaster. NEOPET. heh.fun.Aw you pigbrain. :D Then played banluck and it was steamboat timee.[: HOHOHO.
Drank.drankdrank.Then went k-box with xin&heng's family! [: Aw. Lovee it la. Reached home at 3am. Rahh.Go agaaain next timee?? Funn. funny.!!


8/2
Got woken up by my mother talktalktalktlaktlaktlatkaltkalktlaa at 10am-.- Rah. then Went Ahyak abalone restaurant eat... sharkfins, lobster, crab. not. Went ALLL the way there to eat dimsum-.- Raah. Sucker. Oke. Nvrmind becuase Nicholas and guowei was treating.. SOOO.
Aha. Cause' ahgong say give 100bucks for each A1 they scored for O-levels. All togethr they took 1500bucks. Hohoho. 2years later, its my turn.Scary. Then everybody came to our house. Played cards. Then i managed to sleeep a lil after they left.[: Then got woken up by my brother tatklatkalktlatkaltkalktltktlkaltkaltalk. -.- Then went to Lao ee's house. Aha. At first lost alot.But in the eenddd, banker changed and won...14 bucks. heh. Bro won 40bucks. eeyee.r Then everybody went back to our house. Played pool and banluck. Funn..[: then go playgrd play ball at ard 10,11pm? FUNN[: Aw. Jacq. you still got hopee ehh! [; JIAYOU. Sure can findd onee. Aha.
Then felt like running., ran one round while evrybody played mu-tou-ren. ! :D


9/2
Staying at home. Today. Woke up at 11. Zzzzx. Bro went to teacher's house. Imagine 2h going to ahber's house./: lol. Later i think going Xin &heng's house again?Idk. MOREEE PICTURES IN bro's phone and camera.[:

Oke, i'm done with this post.
enjoy your last second day of holis.
xoxo--

Thisnewyearissupersuperfunbecuzofeverybdy&

evrythingthathappened.

I LOVE'em. mycuzzinss! [: -- one big family.;家人

iirrrreplaceble.irreeeplaceble.Notmtr`what. {:

到最后才了解家人对我是最好的。

不管发生什么事，转头一看，我还有他们。[：不管什么。我知道

[：

ohhh..
The truth is tearing up my heart
i can't recognise this place.

The endless road withouht a stop sign.
Can't even find a stranger this time.

Why am i still holding back my tears.
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear..

evry chord still seems to wonder that we could be together.
evrtime i ask if this will be the last.

why am i still talking to cell.
hoping that you will have the keys to myself.

evry song wil calm the weathr but it just draws me deeper.

how do i get out of this?
I guess i never will.

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last.

A winding path down my face.
Till i begin to taste the bitterness inside.

Why am i still holding back my tears.


--endless road.

its okay kristal,
you still have....




GETLOST.
i dont need no one.
who am i kidding.
------------------------

Haywire.

Changed my blog song to valerie's & my favourite song while playing neopets :)
aha.just came back from sing. post.
And i fking dropped the 5bucks[reward] my mum gave cause i helped to push the NTUC trolleey!
Rahh.


Now i know.. aha.

Mood now: 'over you'-chris daugtry.

Now that it's all said and done,

Fell to far, was in way too deepI guess.

A long long time better More than you knowI'm slowly getting closureI guess it's really overI'm finally getting betterNow I'm picking up the pieces and spending all of these yearsPutting my heart back togetherThe day I thought I'd never get throughI got over you!You took a hammer to these wallsdragged the memories down the hall ,lot of others opened upSo did my eyes so I could .Well I never saw it coming I should of started runningA long long time agoAnd I never

just lyrics ya.

words in white.

aint meant to be read.
(:

i'm going sing. post.

tata.

aha.

Got my sleep.

happy already.

drawn by me, on homeboard{;

In china.

huimin!
Mom's b'day present from me.[:
vivo.

Us.
us/
us/
empty waterbottles
aha. blowblow.

坚持到底！拼啊!

Ok. Today's special.
Shall blog out my whole day :)

Morning was late for school by two mins.7.32 pm. great.Then on the way to school saw a flattened- cat in the middle of e road.eeks.Then i dont know they singing national anthem already,i just walked in the school, somemore i thought i havent late la!walk in so proudly, in the end...ehem.ehem.aha. No wonder those people at the gate stand like statue la!/:

Laughed alot this week in claas la!lol.Always getting amused- me and jiepin.hhahah.Super super funny lars. :)
Zhule& Marc was freakin` reading the dictionary, thought what.-.-Then they keep laughing, ask them share.
In the end eh,they show me. haai. disappointed. LOL.

Ok. then we had science practical.tried to help light up the match but failed. heh.
Theeeen, got fire drill. aha.Nice.
School ended early today cause of tk road run.
anywaay, aftertht went kfc with Jiepin,Stellak,Vinniew,Wkylie,Pohyee {; funny,
Ok.then we walked underpass, play game.Then B,T 不哲手段 win!hahaha. No la. atcually she just never stop when i say stop-.-Then everybody keep running and running.hahhaa.! Aw, you reached first aye? :)

Then, we shared umbrellas.
'' When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh,

At first, walked out of underpass, no raain.then we shouted, & sceamed & played. Aha. Theeen, in the end eh!
Rain like dont know what.& THE SCHOOL! Wa wa wa. Irriataing eh.Got bbq pit 18 dont want choose,go choose bbq pit 58.! Then we walk walk walk walk walk walk.Took One whole hour to walk then reach. Somemore, raining super heavily.Then saw many people give up u-turn back. Aiyo. And we perservereeedd, even though cancelled already. lol.Felt freakin` accomplished[: aha.Failure eh the run. Bbq pit 58 的风景比较好 or what meh!?

Then felt super cold. Cause drenched like shit.Though we had foour umbrellas.-.-Ok, atcually partly cause i also ask stella to close the umbrella enjoy the rain.lol. Then Mr Singh say take one bottle of water then go back.
I was like ok loh,. 不拿白不拿! I dont like drinking water, so i was like 'kylie challenge with me drink water, see who faster, ( so that can forceee myself ). then we stop at the label there.And i won! aha. Felt frekin` full. Then later evrbody also joined in aha. imagine like 7 despos drinking. Then stella and jiepin. pro eh.

We were lucky we stayed, cause school called one bus to pick us up:) I shiver like dont know what la. Brr.
Then reached school, take bus and home-sweet-home. Roar. then while waiting for bus, i damn need to go toilet la. (!!!) And is realllyreallyreaaalay need that kind. Darn i drank too much. haah.

Ok. then yesterday during pe, we ran 2 rounds ard technical block warm up, 6rounds ard techinical block & 2 rounds around the whole schhol. nice life. in the end came in 6th like that with all the boys. wa. felt super accomplishedd too.cause' only girl standing there {:

Mr riza- you, (!)
- you shouted at me in the hall to shup up.
- you talk to my mum infront of calss during pe cause' i say i cannot have pe due to gastric. you dont beleive.
talk to mother and talk to me, wa. voice is worlds-apart.

when we were running--
cause' i running with the guys,
then he was like .
GO GUYS. You can do it.
then i look at him.
then he'' AND GIRLS TOO. i'm not sexist k.!/
hahaha.

ok,thats all for today. [:





fuckyourattitude.
Armedwithitaye.

who am i.
No mtr wht`.

Dont speak.
Bulleyes.


(:

Gimmemre.

nothing seems to be the way

that it used to.

evryth seems shallow,

lord giveme truth.

I'd think i give up.

On evrything.

Evry single tiny fking thing there is.

Matters can get lost.

Its just so tiresome to feel evryth al' at once.

So maybe, i choose ignorance.

i hate how my energy get drained over the littlest things.

i dont want to feel anyything anymore.

Theres a hole in my chest, where my heart used to be.

just yanked it out, & threw it away.

Job well done, kristal.

21st was huimin's b'day.

i forgot.

How could i.

damn.

& huimin taught me karma.

yupp. After al` that happened, i kinda believe.

What goes around comes ard aye?

And on the 21st, i had badbad case of gastric.

How come timing so perfect one.

disgusting lars.

Of all days, the day we supposed to celebrate than pain.

Stupid stomach,.

I got alot of thanks to give out though[: heh.

Thanks vinnie for carrying my bag.

Thanks kylie for Sheltering me with umbrella? hahaha.

Thanks Nikki for your shoulder to hang on to? lol.

Thanks poh yee, & i dontknow who dont know who.

heh. As long as you got help me, thanks.[:

& specially bastard![:

For your super super good umbrella ! hahahha.

Go change la.

For trying to catch me in case i fall-.-

Dont know what kind of protection.

heh. 5 stars?

& laughing like shit when kylie umbrella flew away.

hhahahhaa.

Then stopped halfway outside some house,

cause i couldnt freakin` hear a thing.

scary.

At least made it to piazza hut to see huimin!

big big accomplishment.

heh,

Then the four of us sit outside pizza hut.

force me eat.

Pizza hut was supposed to be nice,

but that time 觉得特别的恶心/:

I hate the hypocrisy of it all.

I need faith,

When I trample, who will pick me up and tend to my wound?

In fact, now I believe. No one,.

cause,

you'e not you anymore.

she's not she anymore.

he's not him anymore.

so am i not me anymore?

i dont know.

yes, i rmbred, kristal. you gave up.

On ervything,.

My mood now fits- Cry, by rihanna.

My mind is gone,

i'm spinning round.

And deep inside,

my tears i'll drown.

I'm losing grip, what's happening

And it cut me like a knife

Now i'm, in this condition

And i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

但我知道要放开没有我想象中那么简单.

我好差哦!

sometimes,you feel tht being you is just not good enough.

'im not a girl,not yet a woman-britney spears.

can really describe my mood now.

bye world.

Hello?
Is anybody out there?


This endless road withouht a stop sign.
Cant even find a stranger this time.

Mood now: depressed.

damn it.
i Need to run.
Said that i will run 10 rounds below my house the path there.
in the end eh.
Never did.

& When i'm angry, i run faster.
Like on thursday.
damn it.
Shijudeeen. you gila arhs.
run four rounds/:
damn it.
then run & run run & run.
then come in as one of the fifth?
i dont know.
i just wanted to keep on running,
No mtred, how tired i am.
No mtr how i felt like exploding.
& lord, i will run to you.
Not my might, not by power.
but by the spirit of god.
& yes i will run the race, till i see your face.


Lol. i laughed alot in class.
Marc: whats after science?
me: huh.
Marc: whats after science?
me: huh.
Marc; whats after science?
me : HUH!?>
Marc: whats after science?
Me: HUHHHHHH!?
Marc: WHAAAAAATS AFTER SCIENCE LAA.
me: HUH?
me: ohhohohoh! whats after science ah? i dont know.
Marc: Fuck.-.-

heh. & lessons are alright[:
at least, right now, i can concentrate unlike 07,
when after 3 seconds then give up.
hahahha,


& i feel like a bag of rubbish.
I cant even get what i promised done,
i didnt even put in effort.
i cant even understand what is so easy.
i cant even look away.
i cant even spare a thought for others.
i cant.damn it.
dammit.!
Rahh.

i cant even fking feel happy for one wholeee day.
this sucks.
cry.

I studied history 2 hours yesterday.
I laughed alot yesterday.
I coundnt stop laughing this week.
I cried to sleep yesterday.
Its my lullaby.
I felt quite accomplised yesterday.
i still feel like running.
& stop running the race of life.
this life is like a game sometimes.
You're on my heart just like a tattoo.,

i miss..
i miss...
i miss...


i'vegotal`esymptonsofagirlwiabrkenheart,

今天我的世界不精彩。。
拼啊！

TOLD YOU IM GNA GET A BIG TEDDY.

heh. not mine.

4th cry of 2008.

No mtr what, Kristal taaaan cannot reach ten times.

abit retarded eh.

Count the number of cries./:

heh.

Got many photos.

Many things happend,& past.x)

The pictures shall do the talking.

i'm a happy girl for now.

No mtr what.`

& i truely am.[:

hees.

I love laughing till my abs hurt.

Upload some photos first.

Not everything down yet.

heh.

& its too late to apologise.

this whole post is dedicated to my freakin` bathtub.

i know you thinking apologise for what riightt?

but, i dont know eh.

just..just

like that la!

just really feel like saying sorry.);

委屈你了.

but i know its not too late to biao baaai![:

heh/.thick-smart.

MM-MM-MM.

from the bottom of my broken heart[:

XIEXIE NI.

世界的精彩都比不上你的微笑！ehemehem.stress.;><

有再多的遗憾

我不难过了，甚至试着往着幸福道路。

应为我终于知道我要什么了。我有目标。有奋斗的毅力。
hwaaat aaarh!

heeh,

& sweet ass pig brain xin![:
thanks.
study hard yupp.
good that you atcually sacrificed your sleeep??
miracle ayee[:
but, you know what.
做得好!
拼吧！[:

& i dont cry on the outside anymore..

Now or Never

And sometimes I can't really mention how I really feel inside because I tend to forget stuff the moment I start typing. Like I hv so many things to say, and so many different people to talk to,but then again I feel like if I were to tell that someone how I really feel, things might change because life isn't that simple and if I say something I meant but it sounds all wrong, everything might change between us.Because life goes on but feelings dont.Wait I'm not making sense.At all. Shit.)
----.

This morning high school musical played on disney channel again.Switched a million times but still can't find a better show.Sooo.Hehee.Watched it again.Roar.And..this time. I learnt so much. I listened to every word they said. And. whoa.

Once in a lifetime,
means theres no second chance.
So i believe that you and me
should grab it while we can
make it last forever.
And never live it by.
everyday of our lives,
want to find you there,
want to hold on tight,
gotta run while we are young, and keep the faith.
gotta use our voices and scream our loud.
together we will celebtrate


Dont wanna leave it all behind.


Its th bitter taste of losing everything you held on so dear.
We buld this up.
To watch it fall.
And we didnt try at all.

Now or Never

And sometimes I can't really mention how I really feel inside because I tend to forget stuff the moment I start typing. Like I hv so many things to say, and so many different people to talk to,but then again I feel like if I were to tell that someone how I really feel, things might change because life isn't that simple and if I say something I meant but it sounds all wrong, everything might change between us.Because life goes on but feelings dont.Wait I'm not making sense.At all. Shit.)
----.

This morning high school musical played on disney channel again.Switched a million times but still can't find a better show.Sooo.Hehee.Watched it again.Roar.And..this time. I learnt so much. I listened to every word they said. And. whoa.

Once in a lifetime,
means theres no second chance.
So i believe that you and me
should grab it while we can
make it last forever.
And never live it by.
everyday of our lives,
want to find you there,
want to hold on tight,
gotta run while we are young, and keep the faith.
gotta use our voices and scream our loud.
together we will celebtrate


Dont wanna leave it all behind.


Its th bitter taste of losing everything you held on so dear.
We buld this up.
To watch it fall.
And we didnt try at all.

UNDER CONSTRUCTION--.

Its the third day of school

& i already feeling so tired.

shit/:

But, its alright.

a moments pressure,

for a lifetime pleasure.

School's great.[: