toughlife.toughlife.toughlifee.

& stormy days are over!~
the days of ache,pain.depression.& evryth bad you could think of.
at least..
they lessen quite alot![:

i thought i was never,evr gna get out of it.
its like..
an endless road.
withought light.
its likee...
a black big blanket got me covered.
and no mtr how hard i try to find the end of the banklet, i coundnt.
its like..
i was lost in a big maze at night.


& now i see the light that shines.
that shimmer.
& i'm happy.
cause' at least, it isnt so dark anymore.
semi-darkness is fine.
cause' total darkness is terrifying.
it really is.
& i'm just happy i got that sunshine to shine.
for me[:

its still dark though,
but i believe,
one fine day,
evryth will soon be okay[;

though i know how tough its gna be now.
though i'm quite beat & tired & sticky & whaaaat.ever.
i'm still oh-so-fine[:

hees.
things are better now.
& as i'm blogging,
i'm missing my fking waywaylove draaama~!
roars!
first episode nehs.

okaaaay, i'm gna bath now.
i got a stinky record of not bathing for 4 days leh.
hehs.--
lazy.lazy.lazy.
no, maybe 3?
ANYWAAAAAAAAAAY.

i'mlovin`it.~
i rly hope deaar lord,that nth will change.
fereworst/:


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