Was late on Monday, byyyyy a feew mins, (again) Zz.What to do. All red light.
Th malay teacher talked to me.She said alot. Then there came :' Why must you be so hard onyourself hur! I stunned. It woke me up and i was sick/tired/not feeling good/and th people walking past all giving the ' ke lian!' stares, cannot tahan then brokedown. And when she put her hands ard me, i wanted to say thanks to her a million times. I felt protected and cared for. I love that feeling.
I'm happy i managed to pass this week quite happily (:

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Huimin i know you want me to focus and study. I know you care and don't want me to get into any troubles. But.. Sometimes you stare too hard and talk to stern. I get scared./:You're becoming more like a teacher then a friend. You are great and i don't want to let you down or what. Nor anything oky.

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Jiepin you've always been the only one who is patient enough to teach me for 3 hours and more. You never gave up explaining to me. You get angry when i didnt listen. But you took the trouble to explain everything again. You get fustrated when i still dont understand. You raised your voice resulting in th bad sorethroat. Dui bu Qi. Now you stuggle with you speeches in drama. Ya, same old advice : Drink more honey ! (: heeh. But really very unfair uh. You sorethroat got the sweet-like-medicine. I sorethroat i swallow down tablets and gulp down bitter medicine!. Stella is digging the hoarse voices. Yes i owe you 3.50 alrdy. For th many fucks.

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Stella aiya. you, no need say much. Heeh. ! Ni zhi, wo zhi. hahaha.
'But it Dont Matter, cause i got you.
' You are here, there's nothing i fear.
' I got to see you boo. Will you will you will you.
' Shou qian shou. Yi qi zou. ! (:
Collected from today. heeh.
You know ILY! .
If i want to say, i can write out a whole essay but.
i know you know ! (:

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Watched th soccer match. Zz. Got glued on.
Hard to walk away ah.
Then Jiaqing guy and whoever go despo-ly write another 'blapoem.
Zz. His friend even go tou pai. Wth. Dont know me want to meet me.
Then say what obliged?

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little notes:
Keith you know what. If late, i want to late again with you. ! :D.
MianYu thanks for the ride home. I don't know how helllong i have to wait in school for the rain to stop if not for you.
PohYee, you laugh at everything ah! haha.
Abi Aw. Thanks for the 'picture'.! Aha.
Nikki You Zhen de Zhen de Zhu.
Yan zhou Yes you finally stop calling me hooker alrdy. I dont even know how you started!.
Marcus is horny and always high! (: .
I realized siu yen is not siew yen today.
Daphne can be funny and talk alot if she wants to.
Huang Meng always has nice food to give(: And she's great.
I think i didnt talk to liang yi at all this whole week.
Adrain+shija+himmat = Funny shit.! (:

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I can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel lonely.

I hate realizing that i'm alone.

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XinXin. ! (:
这是我欠你的亲亲:D
SMUACKS ONE BIG WEET JUICY ONE! (:
Thanks for everything oky !
Druuug. !~

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JiaWei.
I don't see the significance of me. Like... Zz. I'm ordinary. Yout got many other people to talk to eh. Why spend so much time talking to me? Sometimes i don't reply, i feel theres no need to. Aiya, don't know lars. We are uneven pi gu now ! (:

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Oky. Now is study-fulltime.
Ah Ber became more... understanding~. And she changed my seat . Now i can concentrate ten times better. ! Realized how many marks and chances i've wasted last term. I hope i don't give up this time. I hope i 看到效果.

Whoa. So many people and so many names.


You can have all thats left of me.
I've been dying inside you see.