I looked at a star on a starry night.
And began to weep.
And the star said,
Girl why are you weeping?
And i said,
You are so far away
I will never be able to touch you.
And the star answered,
Girl if i were not already in your heart.
You would not be able to see me.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!`[:
ILOVEYOU.

Spent christmas eve at vivo. blowing bubbles, playing with water,watching movie.
Spent christmas at Aunts's house. treasure haunt, cherade?? , & water balloon! etc.
Spent boxing day at home, glooming. okay lars, not every second. just at night?/:

Fuck. Whats your prob lars? Now all of a sudden, out of the blue,
suddenly,you are blaming me for not being able to cook??~. Like you can like that? Please lars, i cannot cook,.so what? & who are you to blame your wife on her birthday saying that she cant cook thats why she is a unsuccesful mother!`, bullshit. cannot just for once dont make things sad is it? try everyday to make things work. to sound happy. but wtf? you just keep pushiing & pushing & pushing.!

My christmas wish didint came true.
Santa claus, you wish-breaker./:
& look,they got their barbies & teddy.

When i grow up,
i want a big big big big teddy.

you said they said we were embarrasing.
but why do i feel like you felt the same way too.?
yup,i know.
you aint proud.
studies aye?
We'll show you.//