Now its all said & done.








Dear Lord, i havent been a good kid lately.

aint a good daughter.

aint a good friend.


i also dont know why!`
But todday, i reaally enjoyed myself[:

went back to Geylang Meth. for service?

i dont know whats that called!

but i really enjoyed alot.

hoo.

found back last time the kristal[:

I dont know.

I just know i want to be happy!

so i keep a smile,

though sometimes i dont know why i smile also!~





Then cut hair spend $80/:

wth lars.

darn.





i became...

a good spender instead.

a mesed up girl.





hoho.

i dont know lars!

Christmas coming.

Mom's b'day coming.

Mom's sick, cant even talk.

I just know how to spendspendpspend & invite trouble.

i also dont know why leg!`





aiyo, whats wrong leh kristal?

i dont know!~


nevermind, i still have..

lord!





i must be brave!.

i finally found the reason for living--
& thats for you.

G.o.D[:

i think i really really dont understand at times.

but al` i know is,i really just.. in the end.

want a happy ending.