many things

manymanythingshappened.
& i dnt knw whre to start./:

& right now,all i can say is,
i gta get used to all these.
mann.i feel like kicking some ass.
hahs. kickboxing's fine[:

&now,i shall be running away
frm reality.the real world.
cruel that is.
feign that ignorance.
maybe,sometimes ignorance IS bliss.
Its just.just,too tiresome to feel evryth
at the same time.

right now,i'm boiling xxxxxxx
arrrgh.
& ah ber called my mommy.
i dnt knw what she said.
buttt. i knw,its sure aint anyth good.
cause' things that comes out of her mouth
was never ever ever good.

But,she atcually mistookingly called me first.
she thought i was mommy. what can i say mann.
id!oit.

me: hello.
@#!: hello,i'm miss lim ah ber calling frm teekay.
me: SHIT.
@#!: i'm calling to inform youu abt your daughter's CAII results.
me: DAMN. (silentlyy laaa.
@#!: I wonder if she told youu abt her results alrdy.
me: *puts down phone.
me: wanzzzhuooooo! ah ber lehss!
wanzhuo: HUHS. *eyes open big big ''ask her who she is again!'
me: who are you?
@#!: *irritated voice. '' i'm chen yu ying's form teacher from teekay!''
me: *put down phone,look at wanzhuo. ''HUH.ITS REALLY AH BERR LEHS!
wannzhuo: errr. say youu dnt knw her laa
me: *picks up phone. '' errr, idntknwyoula! (superduperfast.
@#!: youu dnt knw me?! err. uh.uh. THEN I ALSO DNT KNW YOU LA!
-DEAD SILENCE.

hahahahaha.she bian tai mann.
& yes,i failed 4 subjects.

WHAT THE HELL.
SHE HUNG UP ON ME.
WHATS WITH HER MANN.
LOVE HER FACE TILL' LIKE THAT./:

& YOUU KNW WHAT.
SCOLD ME FER ALL I CARE.
BUT DNT INSULT ME.
bloody mushroom.

__________________________________________


----- & is being emo suddenly a crimeee!
tissues aint gna work.
rmb,i'm thirteen.
just thirteen.

till' the extend i dnt feel e pain anymore.

Dont you see sadness in my eyes,
bcause everything you told me were just lies.



SO MUCH FER MY HAPPY ENDINGGGG.

& big girls [s]dnt[/s] cryy

lalaaa.
one fine day.

its been ages.
hello.--

& i guess, there are people worst off than me hurs.
what can i say?
i'm speechless.
victims.

yes,i'm going to city harvest church with my dear grace & shaoyun next sat.
i miss chapel.
i miss chapel.
i miss chapel.
i miss the time when i felt so peace.
serenity. fer eternity.
i wna get back that feeling i long lost.---
& get back...me?

time heals all wounds.
time changes oneself.
time is everything.
time is priceless.
time slips by quietly.
& before i knw it, year 2007 is coming to an end in 4 mths time.
just 4 short months.
thks wanzhuo fer reminding me.[:
this year is coming to an end.
with it-- all its miseries & hapiness.

Boo.thats fast.
& i watched 'secret' a.K.a 'bu neng shuo de mi mi' with cousins on 090807.
everybody cri-ed.
& i could hear the loud sound of people blowing theire nose.
*sniffs.
touching,romantic,everyth youu could think of.[:
& i give manymany stars.
********************** [:

&i watched the simpsons on o8o807[:
i give less stars.
******[:
hees. spider-pig.
atcually, i dnt like cartoon movies.
oh wells.

& esplanade was closed on 090807.
damnit. youu dnt knw how much i've been looking forward
to see thos stars.):
not much of the ndp parade atcually[:
its alright. still had fun with..water baloons;

yes, this week is full of common test.
damn. i'm a sinner now.
for blogging when i hadnt even started mugging for a single subject.
i was so detrermined & my hp wallpaper is
-- STUDY.
no help.
no help.
no help.
got stress.
got stress.
got stress.
only. .___.


oh wells. i'm happier now[:

-so much fer my happy ending?


wo ai ni.
ni ai wo ma?
<3.