wanzhuo,thanks[;
-fer everyth.`
hees,your post maake me wna cry.

ilovemygfriends.
ilovethemso.
wanzhuo.stella.crystal.grace.jiepin.huimin.juvena.valerie,valencia.amanda.
all of 1h, & pratically evrybodyyy[;

for all the quarrels, things, happenings & everyth that happened this year.= darn them):
casue' come to think of it, i guess, all these could have been avoided,stopped, & be gone, not thre.

to be a better man~

& i went to some wedding dinner.
oblivious to who's the lovebirds who are marrying.
yearh, & like pig xin xinn, we went there fer the food.[:
haah.
embrace it, fear it.

bon apetit~!

really really sweet though[:
makes me feel like hooking up with some guy someday.
haah.
nah.
short, silly impluse.`

i dnt need a man~
i dnt need a ring on my finger~`
nahdedelaah.
mann, did i just typed that?
gaga./

the loving & hating of money,
the attraction of the life of the very rich.
and the repulsion at its hyprcrisy.
people can call it passion.
or lush.
or obsession.
i dnt reaally care.

--A-list.

now playing on my playlist : rain.--whatever its called.

the wedding was nice.
really sweet.!

the bizzare the day before was great too[;
at least, it was fun.
& the last day of school,
quite alright.~`[:

i believe next year, things will be muchmuchmuchmuchmuchbetter.
since we know each other so muchmuchmuchmuchmuchmuchbetter.
alrdy.

drankwine.brandy.
hurhurs.
guess maybe, daady has passed his genes to me?
alcohol.
drink.drank.drunk
really worried.
casue' i guess one day,
fathers gna get into deep trouble with his drinking.
you can tell,when you look at him.
that beer belly.~
oh wells.

maybe i'll get so deperate,
i'll go back to using short forms like 'wre r u' or whatever crap.
this Moto. La is being such abitch.
man, she sucks.Big Time.
you have limited memory,youknwyouknwyouknwwwwwwwww.

insane~

theeend.

mirrormirrorhangingonthewall.
youdnthavetotellmewho'sthebiggestfoolofall.

我真的真的真的需要勇气哦！
---

& dearr xin xin, jacq,cheeer upp[:
i'm heere.`

ayye people.
i'm back[:

eoys is over.
e year is coming to an end.
everyth that happened, will be e past alrdy.
so blardy fast,
i meann..
just like that?
boohooh.

mann.
whats with me.
i dnt knww.
no idea.
and sometimes,
life's so contradicting.

i can feel so high, like i'm flying.
yet my butt is sticked on the chair.
i can feel so happy,
yet atcually i am just an emo piece of shit.
i can feel so good,
yet so darn sucky at times.
mann, to feel all these diff. & totally opp. feelings at once.
just so..
weird.
freaky.
funny.
ironic.
whateeeveerrr;/

things are better now[:
at least,

--pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer.

i dnt knw what i have been doing.
all these timee.
all these time i lived.
feels so fking wasted.
mann, and i can get so sentimental at times[:

oh weeelleys'
-aaaalwaaays livee on the bright side of lifeee[:

__________________________________


kkaaaay. heres' your part of the post juvenaa.
sekali you nvr read-.-
thn ask me write,
as good as never.,
oh weeeleeys[;
as promised.

onee finee day girrl.
we're gna see the stars
& do evryth we said to do.
& be what we said we wna be.
--tai taais?[:
haaah.
sweet fat dream;
so, no mtr whaaat.
dnt give up & smileee always[:

--justlikebefore.

____________________________________________

peaceout-.
xoxo,
kristal;

the walls just disappear.
nth to surround me,
keep me from my fears.
i'm unprotected.
never felt like this before..
--no promises.

--Confessions of aheart.
`beautiful love.


nahneh,fell into a trap.
& who else got e power to make me write a 500long post abt her?

thhee --chinnaa doll; the soulmatee; [cause' she claim 没有创意]thee laogong; thee only one who offers to want me-.-

WANZHUO[yea,bet this is big enough fer e blind to see][:


heees.
we've knwn each other for 10 months alrdy.
& shit! shijudeen interuptted. thn i forgot sth i wnted to say.
eeyer.


these 10 mths were like a super thrilling & hot rollercoaster ride.
up & down.
up & down.
but this girl,who even cries preety(man!) is always thre to buckle me up.[:
foreeevverr.



haiiiiiiii.
ididntgettodoabsailing!
ididntgettodoabsailing!
ididntggettodoabsaillinglaaaa!~
& she just rocks at this-.-
what can i say mann?
& she's just cute at sacratic-ness.



all theeese months were amazingg.
& no mtr what./
i realise i have a dumbest g.fs someone could ever have. -.-
keesh.



waitwait.
i need inspiratttion!
& she says inspiration's watching tv.
right.-.-



yeees. i finally got inspiration after 15 mins of staring at the com!
source of inspiration=summary writing,do's &donts.
& i atcually thought tht summarys were usless.-.-



dos-
tell her you cannot cannnot cannottt see her brwn eyess!
give her girly stuffs,any typical girl will likee.
givee her flowers. i bet you 50cents she cry on the spot.
hees. & i wnted to change the 50CENTS to DOLAARS.
butt..
i think its btr i dnt take the risk lurhurs.x)
& THAT heart shape strawberry cake.(!)
& THAT big exercise ball.[:

& her favourite catchphrases---
lllalalaa.
boo.
yo.
& i cant think of anymore right now.
cause' my brain isnt really in the thinking mood.`
& i believe all this should come out naturally.
so,i'm gna type whatever tht comes to my mind.

MANNNN,is it 500words long aldrrrdydydydy?
hehs. nono.

& this girl here as change her style.
no more cutesy-lil 咪咪眼, korean-hot guys anymoree.
it becamee all the cool,tall, ABCs.
haah.

& those despos who rly wnt her yours,
go get yourself rebornded to an aabbbbccc. ddd--
& those lucky fellas` reading this.
you got yourself so lucky.
causee.
you're in lucck?
& you happen to got me to make you lucky?
& tht you're just plain lucky?
that that you got everyth you need to knw abt her here.
lucky you.
ok,i bet she knws i always trying to waste space-.-
hees.
okok,back to business.

ohyyaa,maybe you can get her a fruit basket instead.
lololol.
jkjk.
i just wnted to say,,
she's so IN to fruits.
dig this.
--her complexion rocks like a rocker.
okkkay. bad similie.
or is it methaphor?
err. nvm;
freeeaky.
i'm like talking to myself.
okok, get back.`

[:
donts-
putt dogs near her. & i think,even cute ones.
give her chocos.
x)
give her mint.
&&

lol.

ok lars, is it a 500 words yet//
oh. 481 words
yeeayeea.

haah.

W= worth watching[: eheh,sounds wrong. oh weells.
A= amiable
N= naturally nicee[:
Z= WHY SO HARD TO THINK OF ONEE ONE.-.-
H= haah. this is easy. Hot.(
U= unban woman? lol.
O=oveeeeerr!
& i meant the posttt. heees;

doneee[:
& i hopee its allriight[;